I recently  love to take this kind of picture with my dear.

His is the one that 

I deeply love this picture as I discover our journey to one another.

In His Time

Again is this title, In His Time.

If you know the song In His Time, you may know what I gonna to say.

Yes, we all living under the measurement of Time. We have all kind of knowledge
how we should spend out Time,

why is so important to do things at the right Time,

what is the consequences if we wasting of Time,
when is the right time to do the right things,

where we spend our Time most often?

We have enough knowledge about Time management and Time spending.

But, as the time goes by, I thank the Lord for He control of all things in His hand and even my time.

I'm so glad to know who is the One to hold my tomorrow. For He is the One that created the heaven and the earth.
And with this time I can have in earth, I able to experience many great and sad things in life.

But, what countable is, Love.

From time to time, we learn many things throughout our life. But, I am so glad and grateful for the One who love me and the one I love to.

Hi is my Lord Jesus, my Savior and my Master of Life.

At this hours, I thank the Lord for His beautiful timing. =)

It is so hard

I'm not sure have you been like a fool that allow others treat you like a fool while you treat them sincerely with your best?

If yes, what is that feeling when others fool you?
Why I must be the one to forgive for those in treating me like a fool that take me for granted?
How come a person can treat a person like that? Are you blind when I give sincerely?? Have you no sense for it?

Not until the point to shut my mind, I will continue store up all this hatred in my heart just for particular person.

As long as we are Christian, we must forgive just as the Lord has forgave me.

(take a deep breath) it is so hard for me...

it is so hard for me to forgive the one that once I treasure them as much as they are.

But, just stop looking at myself and begin to look at God, and God will be the reason I forgive her. Just do what a Christian should do. To forgive and to love regardless of who they are or what they have done.

It will be much easier when we just listen to the Lord and fully obey on what He said.

I'm thankful no matter how hard it is, I know I am not alone.

Beside all this, I am very thankful to know how God move me to the right place.

I'll do it and obey what is right to God.

Thank you =)

原来....

原来我是

很痛恨那些玩弄感情的男人

很讨厌那些把别人的关心当玩笑来娱乐开玩笑

很痛恨欺骗我

很痛恨被背叛

很痛恨人愚弄我

我很顶不顺...因为这一切只会令我想起过去...

:'(

Laziness

Laziness...ruin my day with all kinds of excuse
Laziness...kill me from being unproductive

Laziness...just make doing things that I hope to do..wish is lazy but nothing..

haih...
time to move on and run with perseverance and love.

Issue of Life : Financial

There always a life issue in each of us.

However, in my young age, i think my bigger cause to my mum is lack of wisdom and self-control in manage money.

I feel so much guilty for my mum to make her worry and stress over myself while I already in the ages should be independence to handle about life. But, I fail it.

Financial problem was and is the bigger problem in my house. I was never good in manage money. I was never in spending wise in money or even worst, time.

haih...

so much disappointment and struggle and heart break over in house.

And I pray that I will change from it so that I can bring a happy and comfortable life for my family and people around me. And I want to learn this up so that in future I will able to handle this kind of issue.