It is so hard

I'm not sure have you been like a fool that allow others treat you like a fool while you treat them sincerely with your best?

If yes, what is that feeling when others fool you?
Why I must be the one to forgive for those in treating me like a fool that take me for granted?
How come a person can treat a person like that? Are you blind when I give sincerely?? Have you no sense for it?

Not until the point to shut my mind, I will continue store up all this hatred in my heart just for particular person.

As long as we are Christian, we must forgive just as the Lord has forgave me.

(take a deep breath) it is so hard for me...

it is so hard for me to forgive the one that once I treasure them as much as they are.

But, just stop looking at myself and begin to look at God, and God will be the reason I forgive her. Just do what a Christian should do. To forgive and to love regardless of who they are or what they have done.

It will be much easier when we just listen to the Lord and fully obey on what He said.

I'm thankful no matter how hard it is, I know I am not alone.

Beside all this, I am very thankful to know how God move me to the right place.

I'll do it and obey what is right to God.

Thank you =)