My Birthday Cake

This year, a bit special year for me. A year without a cake throughout my birthday.
If you said I don't really bother, ehmmm... at the end, it trouble me, how can I birthday and without a cake?

Therefore, I went to "king's" bakery shop which just passby and bought a slice of cheese cake for my own.

However, it not only taste no cheese some more expensive. I have no idea whether I should angry or should I cry for even my birthday cake also bully me. T.T

And for coming year of my birthday, I better prepare gift that I want, cake that I like and time that I would like to spend with.

By the way, I have dinner with Amy Pooi, Lee Rou Sang, Henri Ong, Nicholas Kim, Darren Sim and Dorcas Sim at FUN OK cafe a week ahead before my birthday due to my birthday also is outreach night.

Then, I received a rose. haih....

Then, I received many many many wishes over facebook and face-to-face wish, and some from sms.

Then, busy in kitchen for outreach night.

Then, I received a gift from Yvonne after outreach night over. Which is Starbuck Tumbler.

Thanks for the heart for me from an expecting mummy Yvonne ^^

Then, at night with dead body and still get "lecture" by someone.

Then, this morning get fever and unable go to work. Dizzy and sleep and sleep with empty stomach.

Then, just now I had a simple dinner with family and shopping at tesco extra then bought a..not sure how long the cake it keep in the fridge de cheesecake.. sad for it.

And, that's the end of my 24th birthday.

The Ugly Me

Birthday doesn't mean need to be perfect and everything went well and smooth.
Birthday doesn't mean need to have many gift.
Birthday doesn't mean need to have a cake that I like. I don't even have a slice of cake also.
By the way, I have more that 60 wishes from facebook and 20 over face-to-face wishes.

That's good enough.

But, Birthday is a day I know He has created me with His purpose.
And His purpose is simple, just to like Christ.

While I still living in this body call flesh, sin can just easily attack and make me fall.
sound sad and weird to mention on birthday day, right?

Well, the ugly me is this, someone ask me to look at mirror and saying I'M WRONG in somewhere and change it.

I did very very angry for this particular person just like to ruin and mess up my day just don't know how to said the right things at the right time?
Do you need to bring this issue after a long and heavy weekend and on my birthday?

However, after I spend about night keep thinking, the most ugly part of me is the most hardest part to accept. And I just don't know who can I talk to beside Jesus.

I must confess, I'm wrong.

I must admit, I don't know how to control myself even just a small part like tongue.

I must change, from the way I living now.

In order for you confuse what am I talking about, my problem now is my Big Mouth attitude.

Just simply talk talk talk talk without pakai otak and discourage and stumble people.

Pray for me, so that the Spirit of God make change me in control my tongue.

All the services I do in church or in people life is so that God may feel please. Obviously, this doesn't pleased at all, and the ugly part review and now, time to change.

And this is my ow set problem.

I'm happy ^^

I'm happy for I have truly understand and accept for my broken relationship.

For I find peace...not sure is in storm or not in storm.

But, surely, I have peace when I have Jesus with me.

Most important part is, Focus and pay attention in Listen His Word.

I'm happy for I'm release from this bitterness.

I'm happy for what I have and what I do not have for this I truly know the purpose to have and purpose not to have that make me who I am now. ^^

Therefore, I'm thankful for all this years I have so many brothers and sisters, especially sister who spend so much time in talking and comfort me.

Now your time did not go in vain, but, time for harvest with joy and thankfulness.

I pray, I can become a better person and better Christian while I still have time living in this place call earth.

=)

一夜长大

我不曾想过,我会有这么短暂但深刻的感情...

终是以为我们彼此可以在感情里慢慢学习,一起长大...

不过, 并不是的这样.... 叹气....干嘛又会回味过去呢？

我也不知道为何还回想过去... 不过我真的很....怀念我们的过去....

梁静茹 《一夜长大》

末班车回家,雨一直下. 整夜忍的泪,它不听话. 我不想去擦,就这样吧! 爱让这女孩,一夜长大,一夜长大. 想要说的话,竟然忘了啊! 我总是很少说,不懂得表达. 分手我不怕,你知道吗? 你知道的啊!只是.... 那几乎成真,我们的家,你真的不想吗? 那这些年的专心无猜,你只当我是朋友吗? 我以为雨声会遮住你的回答,它却那么清楚啊! 让这个你曾深爱的女孩,一夜长大. 原因一定很多,就随你吧! 究竟为什么,我不管它. 分手我不怕,你知道吗? 你知道了吧!只是.... 那几乎成真,我们的家,你再也不想吗. 那这些年的专心无猜,当朋友都不好吗? 我多想雨中听不清你的回答,它却那么清楚啊! 让这个你曾深爱的女孩,一夜长大. 那几乎成真,我们的家,你从此不想吗? 那这些年的专心无猜,你只当我是朋友吗? 我以为雨中听不见你的回答,它却那么清楚啊! 让这个你曾深爱的女孩,一夜长大,一夜长大,一夜长大

I have a guest this afternoon..

When I came back form work,

I found him asleep at parking area and

I have so call "invited" by catch him and bring back to my house.

Then I feed him. He is so cute..

What a happy afternoon I have with my guest ^^

狼吞虎咽到不顾旁人的眼光拼命的在扒饭...

记得

我的东西还没整理好,却听见这首歌...

我还是会不自觉的回想起过去. 到底什么时候才会没有你的影子出现在这残酷的回忆?? 

谁还记得...谁还会记得虾米回忆呢??过了太久,大概也没人记得,就连你也不会记得,你说过的..

='( 叹气...

我也...应该是...适而可止....

记得

誰還記得是誰先說　永遠的愛我　

以前的一句話是我們　以後的傷口 

過了太久沒人記得　當初那些溫柔　

我和你手牽手說要一起　走到最後  

我們都忘了　這條路走了多久　

心中是清楚的　有一天　有一天都會停的 

讓時間說真話　雖然我也害怕　

在天黑了以後　我們都不知道　

會不會有以後  

我們都累了　卻沒辦法往回走　

兩顆心都迷惑　怎麼說　怎麼說都沒有救 

親愛的為什麼　也許你也不懂　

兩個相愛的人　等著對方先說　

想分開的理由  

誰還記得愛情開始變化的時候　我和你的眼中看見了　

不同的天空 走得太遠終於走到　分岔路的路口　

是不是你和我　要有兩個　相反的夢 

誰還記得是誰先說　永遠的愛我　

以前的一句話是我們　以後的傷口 

過了太久沒人記得　當初那些溫柔　

我和你手牽手說要一起　走到最後 

我和你手牽手說要一起　走到最後

It always happen when I about to sleep..

missing of you..

haih...

很多时候,我....觉得........我............是个很奇怪的人...
haih....

A day in KLCC

This is my 5th day of my holiday...

Visit Aquaria in KLCC together with

Samantha Chang

Kenneth Phua

some animals we seldom/unable to see in our country forest,

or only able see it through tv,

now all actively living in Aquaria KLCC.

I have a nice trip with Samantha and Kenneth. =)

We should have another outing like this kind on next holiday.

Amp Excursion 30/8 - 1/9

2nd day, 3rd day and 4th day of my holiday,

I spent in Genting with many amps and councils people

we have steamboat together,

we have many board games together,

we have werewolf together,

we have barbecue together,

we have babies crying together (oh my goodness),

we have workshop together,

we go Genting starbuck-ing together,

we joke,

we laugh,

we nap,

we relax,

we enjoy all together.

I do learnt something else from the workshop lead

by Adam to discover who are they we work together as a team.

It really amaze and wonderfully discover one another.

Some picture i took before i leave.

A night in Sg.Congkak

1st day holiday

I spend in jungle with Group Barnabas

we barbecue,

we play candle games,

we play captain ball,

we cook,

we boil water,

without well preparation, I stay a night in a nice house also

cold until I freeze ><

And next day morning,

my car dead because of battery problem.

While Yuke Bin, Boon Loong & Khai Siang

helping me charging my car battery,

herewith few picture I took before I depart from the jungle.

I took all this at 7.15am

Then, rush back home pack stuffs and nap for an hour

then go to Genting for Amp Excursion.

That is my 2nd day of holiday.

Our Da Bao's birthday celebration

Oh well, this is the day

this is the day

of his birthday..

our Big Bao among 5 of us...heheh XD

itu dia, orang yang menyembut hari jadi dia.

great pose of the day.

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(picture by Lee Rou Sang)

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while mother amy order food for us,
we take picture in Zanmai

(Picture also by Lee Rou Sang)
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after that, we all go pavilion
walk walk Tokyo Street
and having great ice-cream time
^^