An Ordinary Life: August 2011

Sunday, August 21, 2011

the Reason

Yesterday, I went to Sungai Gabai with group Timothy and group Aquila. I did enjoyed as much as I had with one another.

At very 1st place, I don't really want to go. I was tried to think of some reasonable reason to avoid it. However, this voice came to me and said," You shall not avoid this because of them then you are not joining nor because of them then you are going just to spy them. NO."

And I come to this stage to understand, they are not the reason for everything I do or done.

It is because of Christ, the Head of the church and the church, that make me do so.

There's always a reason for a choice.

However, they are not my reason to do or not to do. Jesus is my only reason to do and not to do. To look at where I am now, who I am now, how I have change now whether good or bad, it is not because of anybody else, but just alone because of Jesus Christ.

Although I miss him when I feel lonely, but, it just a temporary. And I'm glad it just a temporary feeling. Indeed, it getting short and short.

Therefore, as I walk with the Lord, I pray and I pray and pray again, at the end, my Lord will be please even with the ordinary I have, for He is my only reason to live and to die.

I will strike on toward to the Heavenly goal. I pray that you too will do the same.
=)

Friday, August 12, 2011

Does Anybody Hear Her

She is running
A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction
She is trying
But the canyon's ever widening
In the depths of her cold heart
So she sets out on another misadventure just to find
She's another two years older
And she's three more steps behind

Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?
Or does anybody even knows she's going down today
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me
Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?

She is yearning
For shelter and affection
That she never found at home
She is searching
For a hero to ride in
To ride in and save the day
And in walks her prince charming
And he knows just what to say
Momentary lapse of reason
And she gives herself away

If judgement looms under every steeple
If lofty glances from lofty people
Can't see past her scarlet letter
And we never even met her

He is running
A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction

I get to know this song from a performance in Easter 2011 performed by MAD Team.

What a song that speak so much about me.... haih..

Saturday, August 6, 2011

I hope to have this

Ever since form 3, I don't really have a sport shoes for my own.

and i saw this in facebook, I really hope to have this sport shoes.
but, it too expensive until .... i just can hope for it..

A sense of Lost

This picture I took it from Jen Ruw's room, on the wall, he put some note.

despite the note, the drawing and the creativity really make him

live a full life in this temporary home.

5th of August, a remarkable date for me to always remember, I knew a brother in Christ and he has gone back to where he belong to.

In the remembrance service of Jen Ruw, Yow looi shared this, now we feel so much about lost it is because we have it before.

I try to look around, what I had before and what I had lost and what I have now...

Yes, indeed, I had so much un-needed stuffs, and I thought it a gain but.... lost.
And now, whatever I have or I don't have, it always a sense of whether I need it and whether I belong to it or not.

Jesus is mean so much for me. And He is the only reason for me to stay even I once was in deep hurt and pain. And yet He lead me through, and yet I live. Meaning, you still able to see me in church serving with my very best.

God has a great mission for Jen Ruw even after his death. I pray and I pray, one day he will able to meet his parent and his brother at where he is now.

:')

When I was driving back home from JR's house, this song just come my mind, Come what may..

Thank you Lord for showing me where to go in finding you to be with you.
I will love you until my dying day, my Lord.