Discovery Channel : Christian Book

Ya, this is..don't know is 5th or 6th Christian Living Book

that I buy since I became a Christian.

However, when I read the introduction and few pages of 1st chapter,

then I begin have this desire to read more..so I brought this..

for myself, this may be a treasure for me oh..

in acknowledge term ^^

After I read it, I promise with share in this blog ^^

Quiet Time : Romans 12 :9-21

Early in the morning, I think around 7.15am I already woke up.

And I have this oppurtunity to begin my day with Scripture reading and prayer in this holiday.
Is a happy thing. (now remember Ee May's solo in song fest ><)
Often Romans 12 is so popular quoted by many leaders in verse 1 & 2.. However, today I'm reading from verse 9 until verse 21. Accidentally, it talking about Love.

Love is a powerful weapon in God's battle. Agree?? Just my personal thinking only.
But, this powerful weapon only can powerful when we use it in correct term.

There are few verses hit me in this passage.

#1 Love must be sincere. (Romans 12 :9)
What is Sincere Love??
Sincere Love requires concentration and effort. It simply means helping others become better people.

#2 Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. (Romans 12 : 12)
This is what Christian's secret recipes to make a Christian become better and mature in thinking.

#3 Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good. (Romans 12 : 21)
We are call to overcome our evil with sincere love. Let the truth and love replace this evil and bad things.

If possible after you reading my post, please do read through the again from bible again.

And I make a long prayer and I realize I just couldn't stop pray for my brother and sister in Christ whom I love so much. I'm sure somehow there are many people will pray for me as well.
Therefore, let us continue in consistently practice this sincere love by our action and prayers for them.

The Life Song

This is a song lyrics from MAD Team Performance in Song Fest 8

And it really touched my heart.

Song : The Life Song

Lyrics : Modified by Yow Looi

Some say Life, it is a river

That drowns the tender reed

Some say Life, it is a razor

That leaves your soul to bleed

Some say life, it is a Struggle

An endless aching need

I say Life, is found in Jesus

And you, belong to Him

It's the life, afraid of Breaking

That never learns to live

It's the truth, we're afraid of facing

That blinds us from the Gift

It's the One who can be Broken

That will His life to give

And the Soul afraid of dying

And lost to where it leads

When the Life has been through Testing

And the road has been too Long

And you think that Life is only

For the lucky and the strong

Just remember in Jesus

And beneath His bitter cross

Lies the seed that is the Father's love

In His death becomes our hope.

By the time MAD team singing this song, I don't know the lyrics..

but, I can listen word by word slowly and it touched my heart and...

my teardrops while they were singing..

The tears represent comfort. Because this song speak what Life is about for me and in me.

Besides this, it also a reminder for me of my Father's love and the reason

why and how I should live my Life for my Father's sake.

May this song touched your heart so that you may know that He Love You in His way.

Song Fest 8

Song Fest 8

Yea..finally, I have came to this Song Fest 8

Above is after the performance and announced for the result and we get 3rd place for overall.

Below is before the performance.

Finally..2 months off practices for the song..now have over the meeting already..

seems like very long..actually now I look back..

feel like actually yesterday just started the 1st few practice only ma..

hahahaha

I only can comment, it is not easy to come across to this moment

for many of us come as one Group, one Spirit and one Voice

in singing song for God.

And not only the song we sang have touch my heart.

There are many songs that sang by others group also

touch my heart..

example like :

from Araunah, an old hymns - Nothing but the Blood of Jesus

from Mun Teng's solo - Only in the Dark

from MAD Team -the Life Song

from Aijalon, also an old hymns - How great Thou Art...

I do agree Music and Song is very powerful

in bringing up a person,

in comforting a person,

in telling an important message for a person,

in develop a talent of a person...

I believe God also like song and music..

Truly pray that all the song we sang

it will bring glory, honor and pleasing in His ears as

many many sweet sweet sound for Him.

Last but not least, half way the song fest,

I think is by the time I witness Kimberly and Zhi Xin performance..

this thinking come to my mind..

Jen Ruw, you are here with us right????

Can you see this 2 sister from you group singing song now???

Somehow, miss your singing...

Petra Annual Prayer Meeting

Back from the Prayer Meeting..I find it so...powerful of prayer..
because of this, many have been call to come..
because of this, many have been heal in comfort..
because of this, many impossible has become possible..
because of this, many worries become joy and peace..
because of this, I have found the One who have power in doing

what I cannot do..
because God is in listen our prayer..

I'm glad..I'm glad God allow me to pray..

Let us start praying and stop playing like a fool in God's eyes..

not in people's eyes yea..

It is so amazed to saw many of the new member make their effort to come for this meeting like

Aunty Soo, Connie, Woon Hang and many...

I'm happy to see all of you ^^

Life in August : Part 2

It has been coming to the end of the month already..

In this early morning, I ask myself, what have I done throughout this month??
Izzit benefit to people around me??
Izzit my life in August month pleased the Lord??

I think..beneficial matter is not only me will do, people around me just do the same.
Am I pleased the Lord by the life I live??

To be honest, I don't know.

Well, this is my life in this 3rd & 4th week of August.
3rd week
Monday : Working + fetch my soloist for solo practice
Tuesday : Working + group practice
Wednesday : Working + have some relax time at home
Thursday : Working + spend time in reading book until sleep
Friday : Working + group practice + prayer within group member
Saturday : PBG + Youth + Group Practice
Sunday : Worship + SDC Class + Group Practice + Emo-ing at home (hahahaha)

4th week
Monday : Working + fetch my soloist for solo practice +fetching Samantha home..about 12.45am only reach home.
Tuesday : Working + going out for appointment in klang + group practise
Wednesday : Working + Company Sales Group Quarter Meeting + Company Dinner + go to church and support my soloist's practice.
Thursday : Working + appointment + buy stuffs for group + prayer meet in Church
Friday : ???
Saturday : ???

for Friday & Saturday still not yet happen, so will update afterward.

Come back to the question Am I pleased the Lord by the life I live??
Personally thinking is I think is more on what how much I live for God and others.
Not for my own benefit only.

I only can sum up with one word for this Life in August : Endurable

I just pray whatever I do, my labor will not go in vain or give up half-way that cost me so much but didn't achieve the purpose.

Late Lunch at 5.35pm

Yes, this is my lunch for today (24/8/2010) Tuesday.
I was went out for appointment and until too busy no time for lunch.
So, by the time finish everything then on the way back
only to have my late lunch in car at 5.35pm.
very nice and satisfied. Yummy~~~~

I estimated I can take 3 donuts.
However, only 2 donuts already full and zai joh.
so, the left over was finish by my brother while
I went to church for song fest practice.

Petra Basketball Group

I realized I have few picture for this Petra Basketball Group.

I begin to miss my brother Jen Ruw who begin this group.

However, the numbers of people was increases week after week.

I do pray for this group of people to continue develop not in term of basketball skills,

but also in team work and always practice seincere love with one another in bear with one another in care and in love.

Flower Offering

This is a flower offering I have prepare for one of the Worship session.

I love the colour.

I hope this will please the Lord.

^^

Broken Things, why we suffer

"If you are being broken, God is working with you."

"We think broken things are a loss, but God turns them to gain."

Broken Things, is a book that I have reading now. I get this from RBC and I can't even remember I got applied for this book. However, as I continue read on, I cried out loud again because it remind me of my pain and at the same times, the author comfort me with God's vision, wisdom and encouragement.

I do admit, whatever I experience in this year all is broken matter. Broken relationship, broken friendship, broken financial, broken heart, broken promises, broken trusts, broken hopes, and broken dreams.
but, what happen for all this broken stuffs for me? Can't I just have a simple life for just an ordinary girl like me?? But, in this book, it tell me that there's always a reason behind of all this brokenness.

Broken things are the result of sin. But the broken things may be overruled and made to glorify wisdom of God because He sent His Son to be broken, that all these might be healed.

Before a thing can be made useful, something must be broken. To the child of God, however, every broken thing is but the assurance that God is making something useful.

Often, we sing break me, mock me, use me and fill me.

To allow God use you, 1st step God have to break you and put you into fire and burn so that you may be sharpen into a good tools to use by God.

And during Sunday Worship,I do want to want to praise God and worship the Lord with my pain and bring glory in His name.But, I just can't stop cried. Because I find it very hard for me to endure it again..

I do pray, if this is what pleases the Lord, let me do so for Him.

And this book, I only read half way. I will finish the whole book and whoever interested, you can ask me for it.

Where is the Love??

1 Thessalonians 1 : 3
We continually remember before our God and Father your work produced by faith, your labor prompted by love, and your endurance inspired by hope in our Lord Jesus Christ.

Ephesus 3 : 17b-18
And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ.

1 John 2 : 9-10
Anyone who claims to be in the light but hates his brother is still in the darkness. Whoever loves his brother lives in the light, and there is nothing in him to make him stumble.

Galatians 5 : 14-15
The entire law is summed up in a single command:"Love your neighbor as yourself." If you keep on biting and devouring each other, watch out or you will be destroyed by each other.

1 Corinthians 13 : 13
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

1 John 3 : 16
This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers.

1 John 4 : 7-8
Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love.

Above only few quotes about what Love is in Christianity.

We surely can describe even more about Love, right?

But, I want to ask,

Where is the Love??

Where is the Sincere Love???

We can know many theory but no action is always a theory in your mind.

Add in little action, then Love will be active in your life.

No such things call don't know how to Love others de loh..

No such things..

It doesn't sound make sense???

Love will never make sense..

Just like How God sent His one and only Son die for the sinners-us - you and me.

I don't think it make sense.

But, in God's eyes, you are worth it.

And this Love is not dead, it's a living active Love.

This voice repeat in me for few times.

Remember what Steven Yam shared in Youth Camp

Love is a decision, not a feeling

Use things and Love people; not Love things and Use people

I pray....I will know how to love you and you and many of you

in a right and mutual way.

May the Lord love you and you can know His love for you.

Are you Mad????

Tuesday...as usual will go find Samantha for dinner together then we go for song fest practice as usual in this 2 months..
However, while I waiting for Samantha, I have a chance reading book and get this definition from a book call Purpose Driven Life.

Trusting God completely means having faith that He know what is best for your life.

However, yesterday have an unusual things happened.
At 10.15pm, a naughty idiot fellow broke my car's mirror and stole my MP3 player and my Pen drive. Then, all this start by make report to police and my father also..haih..Very troublesome for the consequences because of this naughty idiot fellow by in bringing trouble how to drive while inside my car is full of broken glasses..

Arhh~~~~ fan shu fan shu (this is what I shouted the most at that moment)
Thank God for Dillion being very calm and all the way guide me what to do and so on and on.

While me and Dillion waiting for another idiot police to take photo for my car, suddenly this verse pop out from my mind..that time almost 11.20pm still at Pandan Indah Police Station..

"Be joyful, always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus." - 1 Thessalonians 5 : 16-18

Then, inside my heart, "haha..are you mad??"

I don't know why I still can laugh (a bit lah) at that moment..

But, I'm thankful for this verse that I had just learnt on last Sunday SDC class. ^^
I do very thankful that's only a MP3 Player, Pen Drive, broken mirror and being scolded by parent..although tears drop again, but, the rest still fine for me. I do thankful for it.

There were a brother told me in church at the moment things happened (I can't remember who although I try to think again and again), he said this to me:"God is preparing something for me."
Thank you.. thank you for the quoting and thank you for God's preparations for me. ^^ whether is good or bad, but always what is Best for me!!

Alright, now refer back to the Trusting God part, am I consistently practice this faith???

I think..I still in a very shallow area..

I do pray that one day I able to pass the test.

Quiet Time : James 4

This morning I received a sms from sister Carol by challenged me to Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good. (Romans 12:21)

I do appreciate for her reminder through the verse again. Indeed, I think the bad influence always come from what I want the most which is come from my desire.

Then, I also begin my day with my Quiet Time. However, I would like to read again and again in James 4.

But, this chapter make me feel so harsh as I read on..
Well, I have to take the courage part to face my weakness at this weakest life of my day now.

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James 4

Submit Yourselves to God
What causes fights and quarrels among you? Don't they come from your desires that battle within you? You want something but don't get it. You kill and covet, but you cannot have what you want. You quarrel and fight. You do not have, because you do not ask God. When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures.
You adulterous people, don't you know that friendship with the world is hatred toward God? Anyone who chooses to be a friend of the world becomes an enemy of God. Or do you think Scripture says without reason that the spirit he caused to live in us envies intensely? But he gives us more grace. That is why Scripture says:

"God opposes the proud
but gives grace to the humble."

Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded. Grieve, mourn and wail. Change your laughter to mourning and your joy to gloom. Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up.
Brothers, do not slander one another. Anyone who speaks against his brother or judges him speaks against the law and judges it. When you judge the law, you are not keeping it, but sitting in judgment on it. There is only one Lawgiver and Judge, the one who is able to save and destroy. But you—who are you to judge your neighbor?

Boasting About Tomorrow
Now listen, you who say, "Today or tomorrow we will go to this or that city, spend a year there, carry on business and make money." Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. Instead, you ought to say, "If it is the Lord's will, we will live and do this or that." As it is, you boast and brag. All such boasting is evil. Anyone, then, who knows the good he ought to do and doesn't do it, sins.

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After I have read this...sigh..Truth...always cause me to face with pain...
But, I think there are so much more people who facing even terribles problems compare to me..
Threfore, I shall face it with courage and have Faith in the Lord for His changing in my life.


Recently I do like this song very very much Oceans Will Part. Lyrics as below

Verse 1:
If my heart has grown cold,
There Your love will unfold;
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand.
When I'm blind to my way,
There Your Spirit will pray;
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand,
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand.

Chorus:
Oceans will part nations come
At the whisper of Your call.
Hope will rise glory shown.
In my life, Your will be done.

Verse 2:
Present suffering may pass,
Lord, Your mercy will last;
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand.
And my heart will find praise,
I'll delight in Your way,
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand,
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand.


Believe God is in work in my life..even I don't seem He is in work of my life..
I do pray..I can focus and have more Faith in what I believe in-Jesus.

Life in August

1st & 2nd week of August really was a busy week I have..
It's was such a long long week for me.

Well, 1st week start woking in new office, busy prepared for group sketch, song fest practice and attended our Brother Jen Ruw's leaving..(I think he will jumping and dancing and singing "This is How We Overcome" guess only >.<)

Move on, 2nd week..except thursday no practice, monday until sunday also practice for song fest and sketch preparation due to last week postpone to this 2nd week..

However, yesterday I did was very enjoyed to hang out for dinner and movie and yam cha with this few friends from Church ^^
We all 5 having so much different from each other but yet we all very friend to each others.
different in ages..but i'm not the oldest one among 5 :p
different in hobbies...
different in talents..
defferent in favorites..
different in career area..
But, there are so many things we are similiar to each other too..
we are from same Church - Petra Gospel Centre..
we are received the same Grace - Lord Jesus Christ..
we are Children of God..
we all single...hahahahahaha XD (just a funny thought)

However, I'm glad to have you all in encouraged me and always keep pointing me back to God whenever I do lost in somewhere else.

Great to have you all around ^^ and thank you.

Whenever I emo then belanja me makan again oh..
(hope I won't emo again lah)

I'm afraid

I'm so afraid...

this make me very sen fu

very depress

heartache

very pain..

because, I'm Blind

and I can't see clearly..

It is so blur

but,

in this unclear moment

I have to make decision

Why it is so pain to come near to You??

Why it's only pain???

The Beauty of My Lord's Timing

Today..I get a lot of free time in office and I able to read up so many pages of Christian Living Book call The Purpose Driven Life.

I haven't completely read through the whole book. I would like to continue until the last page.

And this is the topic that I read ~

1. Growing Through Temptation

2. Defeating Temptation

3. It Takes Time

Once a while, the most precious name is who I want to treasure the most, and because of it, he did motivated me so so much in how to shared more God's word, strengthen me what I believe in, shared what we learn from different class in SDC, encourage him to share his thought during worship, and build up each other in knowledge and in emotion...all this is really wonderful for me even right now. But, this ungodly Devil use our love to attack back both of us. I'm ashamed for no matter how wonderfully we share about God's word, but...we didn't involve God in the relationship. It's really a shame..

Though wanted so much to learn to let go, somehow, I'm sorry for I failed the test again even it almost 4months times. Even worst, I was argued with a close sister..I apologize for that. I have make many prayers, cried out loud so many many times..and yet no one can hear me and I do helpless at many difficult moment I'm in.

After I have read about above topic, the result I have for my temptation is the one I day and night want to be with. Is really funny for some reason. He help me grow in the Lord; at the same time Satan use him as most powerful weapon trying to kill me off.

In the book, it mention, Satan always look for whoever is want to get near to God. And guess what is Satan's most powerful weapon??? Not start a war. Not killing people. Not stopping a Christian to worship God. But, is to always whisper you by suggest and throw idea and provide more choice to for you to make a "better" decision. The purpose is to influence us to make a wrong decision. Sad to tell that, whatever wrong decision we have in life, is from us. Because we are the one who make the decision, not Satan. It is very scary for me.

herewith some sharing from the book

1. Every temptation is an opportunity to do good.

2. Temptation simply provides the choice.

3. Every time you choose to do good instead of sin, you are growing in the character of Christ.

4. Christlike = Fruit of the Spirit.(Gal 5:22-23)

5. Fruit always matures and ripens slowly.

6. Temptation starts when Satan suggest (with a thought) that you give in to an evil desire, or that you fulfill a legitimate desire in a wrong way or at the wrong timing.

7. It begins within us - a desire inside of us.

8. Temptation is a sign that Satan hates you, not a sign of weakness or worldliness.

9. Wise planning reduces temptation.

10. There is a 24hours hot-line in Heaven : Pray to God whenever you having something wrong.

11. Get the power to do the right thing and then expect him to provide it.

12. The battle for sin is won or lost in your mind.

13. Temptation begins by capturing your attention. Whatever gets my attention will get me.

14. You mind is your most vulnerable organ. Overcome evil with good.

15. Choose carefully what you think about.

16.The truth is, whatever you can't talk about is already out of control in our life.

17. Quoting Scripture whenever temptation around, just like what Jesus did.

18. Don't ever try to argue with the Devil. He's better at arguing that you are, having had thousand of years to practice.

19. No shortcut for maturity. Same go to Spiritual Maturity.

20. It takes Time

21. Growth is often painful and scary.

22. Believe God is working in your life even when you don't feel it.

23. Remember that God is never in a hurry, but he is always on time.

Continue on, Satan was tempted Jesus before. Same go to us, Satan also will tempt us.

To identify, what is my temptation in my life? And the most biggest temptation is the one who I love the most.. Is really funny...really funny..It's funny because I'm just an ordinary girl who don't have extra skills or talents or gifts. Then, why Satan trying so hard to attack me??? Really funny loh..

Then, I read on, the reason is..because you are somebody in God's eyes and Satan know your heart to find God. Satan will just do all kind of things to take you away from God.

Haiz....

We often sing the song

<In His Time, In His Time, He make all things Beautiful, In His Time>

I have make a prayer, I want to see the Beauty of my Lord's timing. And I'm eager and waiting to see the Beauty of my Lord's timing. And it take time for me to view God's beauty, and be prepare for it gonna be hard and painful.

We may begin at the very wrong timing. But, I pray and sincerely want to see God's beauty and smile back to God and say,"It is so beautiful. Thank you, God."

I'm waiting for this day.

I'm waiting....to experience what is tears of Joy, not tears of Sorrow.

Baskin Robbin @ Pavilion

While I waiting for my lovely assistant in Pavilion,

I have walk to see see and look look in the Pavilion.

But, so many shop there only

Baskin Robbin can draw my attention

^^

Although I paid the same price oh,

but got 2 chocolate waffle roll + 2 cookies

so special..

Favor : Baseball Nut

not loving, but judging

Again... struggle in what is please the Lord and what is please to my desire.

Being Force????

or It just come my way??

who force me to accept the decision??

who repeat and repeat to force me to accept the consequence??

Who can understand me??

Stubborn??

or Faithful or Loyalty??

what can I have if take you back to please myself???

tears?? hurts?? misunderstanding?? lies??

I have a strong sense of..we are meant for each other.

but, why can't just trust me??

if I'm doing something wrong, I will never be right.

Understand???

You are not showing love to me, you only judge me from what you see.

Lord, please take my prayer.

I just can't stand anymore.

Can you comfort me in a way I can take it??

Can you??

Can you don't make me cry again??

Can you??

It just anyhow attract my attention..

I find it so cute until I 1st have this feeling..

I want this dolls

I want to watch this cartoon..

My Personal Doctor - Jesus Christ

Year 2010....sigh.. it's really a year that make me dropped down so many tears.

Every single incidents just heavy enough for me to carry on.

Sigh..it's hurt, it's pain, it's hopeless, it's...trouble me a lots.

Getting tired, not feeling well,

end up fall sick and refuse to look for healing.

It have been quite sometime..and it dragging me day by day.

Now..is time for me to cool down and look for a doctor to heal me..

Just at His time, I have strength to carry on again..

I have You comfort me with many simple life story..

Just because I have found my Personal Doctor - Jesus Christ.

I'm thankful for all this time I'm just a sinner and yet you willing

remind remind remind and remind me again

You are here with me.

Thank you.

I don't know how much I can love you

But, I'm touch by your love.

May everything I do that will bring honour, pleasing, and glory

unto You, My Lord Jesus

Where Jesus is, Where Heaven is....

We are so limited in this place call earth. Life is really short. And I got to learn this short sentence from my brother in Christ's funereal. I hope I can learn it through others way.

It is really shock when I get the news from my sister in Christ - Suet Ling.

Then, get to know one of my brother in Christ - Soo Jen Ruw has passed away.

He is only 20 years old.

He loves yam cha until late night.

He loves to disturb people.

He loves basketball until want a JenRuw's Basketball team player.

He loves to cook.

He loves music.

And most important..... he love God.

God love Jen Ruw very much and want Jen Ruw be with Him in Heaven now.

For myself, I have 2 things I very regretted.

1) I don't have chance to same group with him and serve our Master together.

2) Suppose we need to discuss about Basketball Group stuffs, but we didn't make it.

Among my friends, he is the 1st, that I attend his funeral and saw his laid in coffin..how many people that come all the way to pay last respect to this brother..

how sad for the parent when saw their own son gone before them..

But, I'm glad.. because you have holding this Key firmly throughout the day and night - Jesus Christ. And with this Key, now we have joy to know that, one day we will meet again in Heaven.

Then, this question come to my mind. Where is Heaven??

We always ask where is Jesus.

some said in Heaven and some said Jesus is living in our heart.

Both also correct.

So, Jesus now is in Heaven but He is living in our Heart as well.

Then, where is Jen Ruw now??

He is Heaven enjoy his pleasure or yam cha with Jesus in Heaven now.

Same..

If Jen Ruw is in Heaven with Jesus,

and Jesus is living in our Heart,

definitely Heaven is in our Heart.

Therefore, Jen Ruw is not far from us..because he is in our Heart.

Another good news which is Aunty Soo has accepted Christ this morning.

Surely Jen Ruw will have tears of joy in Heaven. =)

His still owe me McDonald burger, better prepare the most nice burger in Heaven when I get into Heaven there.. =)

Jen Ruw, may you Rest In Peace in God's Arms..

*picture copy from Rou Sang's FB.

Fruitful week

This few day also didn't have any update for blog.

It is because I do learn so much through many conversation with many people in church and my mummy. From last Friday up to just now with my new collegeous. It has been all whole fruitful week for me. Also have ate a lot fruit like pineapples, durians, watermelon and..i can't remember..hahahaha..
But, I very thankful for all this solid encouragement and advices that I have received. It may not please to your ears, but it is truth and honest telling that speak out with love. However, I will keep in my mind for whatever you guys has shared with me. ^^

Communcate with one another is very very important, I think it also determine how you communicate with God.

No matter what kind of relationship you have with a person, communictations will lead you to have a stronger relationship with one another in term of love also in trust also. It's one kind of practice speak the truth in love also. ^^

Also through all this incident, I do have the urgent sense I need to talk to God and talk with Him more - Pray.

Therefore, I would like to encourage whoever that reading this long passge will begin to pray to God about you and others.

Let us stop playing, but to start praying ^^