Sunday, February 27, 2011

因为我投入了....

I have a great opportunity able to ran the marathon with a member call Hui Xin.
I'm so proud of her perseverance and always support in a humility and yet cheerful.

To take up this challenge as a marathon runner to run 10laps in field under 3pm hot sun, and body pain and the uncomfortable sport shoes, without any complain, she finished the last by challenge herself to finish her laps alone with God only.

Throughout the slow running session, we able to take some time and talks. One of the things that she shared make me so grateful and so happy for it. (My tears almost drop)

在youth camp,你哭的时候有被吓到. 但是我现在明白为什么我会像那是的你一样哭. 可能是因为我投入了这个Youth.

投入是一个决定..

而我高兴的知道Hui Xin你选择了投入这个有耶稣的生活里...


Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Part 2 : Gets Back Up Again

Gets back up again

1) it doesn't matter how many times we've landed in the dirt - it just matters that we get back up again.

2) to be a blessing and make a difference in the lives of others.

3) to be a woman came through fire without smelling like smoke.

4) God will restore every lost things.

5) Even though our pain will at time seem more real than God's presence, we must trust Him.

6) God is divinely interested and involved with us.

7) we are somebody to God.

8) God can lift you up again and make something beautiful in your life.

Conclusion : Satan would love to lead us into conflict that we cannot win, but with Jesus at our side, we cannot lose. The fight to get up again is a good fight indeed.

Challenges : What would you do with this mess I call my life? With You-Jesus at my side, what kind of mark could I make in this world?
The answer : "Anything is possible with me", Jesus replied.


From a book call "the uncommon women : making an ordinary life extraordinary."


Irresistible

What a big word I have for this post.. Irresistible....

well, it simply
impossible to refuse, oppose or avoid because too pleasant, attractive or strong

or

1 ATTRACTIVE extremely attractive and impossible not to like or want
an irresistible smile

or

2 STRONG too powerful to control or ignore
irresistible pressure
an irresistible desire to run away

Ever since....(counting in mind)
Well, I have lost the count.. Anyway, i'm not sure ever since when, but I have been so attracted by you again. I mean, this is a bad one.. I shall put it as, temptations..

Therefore, I always sing this song SPEAK NOW by Taylor Swift. Chorus is like this, "don't say yes run away now"
Well well, I have been keep praying about self-control and have sufficient strength to run.. to run away whenever I'm tempt to look for you again.

I got to remind myself thousand and millions time again, you are not the same anymore.
Therefore, don't hurt myself again.

But, the desire to love and to be love is so irresistible. Few time I almost fail the test.

What am I sharing this at here??? I also not sure.
But, I'm sure is better for me don't look at you than look for you and talk.
Because I don't want spoil God's plan for He is trying to put everything nicely in His eyes.
Including you and me.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

原来....

原来....我只是个碍事的人....

你也太勉强自己了....

不需要勉强了...

你高兴的就去吧!!

我...是无关要紧的人... 不需要理我....

你就去吧!!

我也不愿当碍事的人....

Friday, February 18, 2011

Part 1 : Humbly Accepts Acceptance

Accepting acceptances mean having the courage to face your foibles without it diminishing your value.

Accepting acceptances means refusing to let others define you, because God already has.

Accepting acceptances means cherishing the fact that you've been bought with a price, and thus embracing the call to become more and more like Christ everyday.

John 13:3-4
Jesus knew that the Father had put all things under his power, and that he had come from God and was returning to God; so he got up from the meal, took off his outer clothing and wrapped a towel around his waist.

To live freely and to embrace acceptance is to walk the way Jesus walked and to believe what He says.

From a book call "the uncommon women : making an ordinary life extraordinary."

我不愿意等不会回来的你

我知道有很多事是我不需要知道, 然而, 在我没有任何想了解你的一切的时候, 我会得知很多你的事情. 真是要命啊~~~~~

我有做过这样的决定,
我愿意等你回来;
我愿意等你长大;
我愿意等上帝将我们在放在一起...

所有的朋友都说我傻, 都说我笨, 都说我太天真了...
因为..你已经不会再回来了...
你不但走远了, 还喜欢上你毕生最爱的人....

写到这里, 我是真的傻到极点...

所以说, 我不愿意再等一个不会回来的人了...

因为..你已经不会再回来了....

很情绪化的我也不愿知道你的一切..
只想在神的恩典里做回神要的我... 而不是你不要的我....

My lovely and naughty cat

I have a lovely pet and yet very naughty miao miao..
the back with white one..

what's his name? (is a male ^^)
miao miao

what he like?
soft toys

what he always do at home?
sleep

what's his favorite food?
ikan bilis and durian

what he like the most at home?
me ^^

ehh???

i want "mouse"

let's play hug hug...

abang and adik
look at the camera..and..after 2 seconds...





and he like plastic beg too..
his favorite chair for his good nap..


Thursday, February 17, 2011

I want Holiday.....

I want holiday ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................

therefore, Lang Tengah... I will come and visit you very soon...