1 year

Today is a busy day. Ever since...I also not sure start from which day already, lost count already..hahahaha..

However, let me share with you from yesterday up until just now..

Friday, as usual work but a bit busy then go home cook dinner and eat with mum, then go buy flower for Yvonne then go to selayang fetch Samantha then go church have some relax time then go Yvonne's house stay over then wake up at 5am and help up Yvonne then follow Ernest and Yvonne for their wedding photo shooting as helper then until noon time fetch Samantha to church and go buy food for the couple then nap a while then go church for Amp meeting and help up deco then dinner at teratai then go home and bath and rest.

Wow..what a tiring and yet fruitful day with all kind of healthy event and sharing.

I'm so glad the whole day I can't even remember the incident happened on last year this day.

However, just now, I remember it again. Let me tell you, what happen on last year this day.

Usual Friday for working day, on morning got 2 appointment in the Gardens hotel and Cititel hotel as well. then, half way, I able to have 30mins to walk walk in midvalley, then, I bought a watch for...him. And plan to give it to him at night. However, during lunch hour, he break up with me. And I just couldn't stop crying until I take emergency leave went home and cried whole day without taking any food but water.

From this day onward, it cause me so much of tears, heartache, struggle, hatred, being fool and blind by satan. And today, I saw Ernest & Yvonne, so....I shall use this, blessed couple to get blessing from God and peoples around them. They are meant for each other. And it remind me of so many things and most important is, now you get somebody to love with now. hahahaha..

Recently get to know some friends of mine get into relationship already. But, there are so much different on how people accept them as couple. One is people get happy for them; another one is people get stumble and question me why they like that. hahahaha... So, who is really meant for each other??? And 1 year ago, you said this to me, "may be I'm the one who meant for you, but, too bad you are not." That's the end of the story.

Now then, 1 year later, I can see God is making me stronger in His value for me by putting me at a right place for me.

Thank you, Lord. Let me worship at your feet with a grateful heart.